You know how the saying goes learn to love yourself before you love others.
I reallly have not love myself that much lately. I have been abusing myself with pillls and vitamins and medicines and all the shit. I know I might not live long but oh wellll. All I can say is I wanna be there for him right now. Be there for as long as I could. Learn to love him and learn to be a better person. I wanna sometimes bash myself up thinking what the hell you just did.
