Negativity

Some people are just plain negative..... Negative people pull you down. chin up and screw those comments.
Who the hell thinks that things are gonna end when there is still light.
Negative power makes u a boo hoo person.

Lies

Many people told me that I should tell some white lies and not to be so honest and naive. Come to think of it.....maybe I should. :P

Life is a bliss when you know what and where you stand in the world.

Love should be cherish as you know you will be loved back......

Weeeeee

Weeeeee...... I can dance again...

Reallly been looking for a place to dance and to take exams again and finally finallly the dream is coming true..........

Alll boils doen to Monday and we will see if i could do either the inter or pre inter..
wish me luck.

Stuck in a Dilemma

Now K wanna try aussie land but then the feedbacks from people there are so negative. My neighbour is coming back next month from Sydney because she says earning 5k a month is not enough to sustain a reasonable life in Sydney city, mind you she is renting a 1 bedroom apartment that cost her nealy 2k a month. Some of my friends in Melbourne told me that going back without a high paying job is going to be bad for me and K. My uni friends however states otherwise saying that its not that bad. So now the question is should I do it. I really don't wanna be stinging in everything when I am there. Maybe I should just only be back for holidays.

K is fine if he gets a job. So now its all up to me. Sozzee why oh why...............but its true that I won't have a family there. I know all I have is u guys. But isnt that just enough. do I need more???? I mean I will be busy setting up my new life there. Plus I am only planning to be in Melbourne not Sydney. Everyone that told me not to waste my money lives in Sydney. So most probably Sydney is realllly expensive but Melbourne is fine right?????

SC just moved to Sydney from Melbourne because her bf was offered a 120k job there and she is making a lot tooo as an actuarist, but they still complain that they can't save up enough to buy a house even after selling their houses in Melbourne. So now........ will Melbourne be the same as Sydney. I don't wanna live in boring Adelaide or Canberra... as all my friends are in Melbourne.

Krystal is coming back also from Sydney to Singapore and her fiance is a GP.... and she is a pharmacist and she thinks its hard tooo. If its hard for them what about us. What about our future generation....

there is only a few people that are still in Melbourne and non in Sydney (going to be) as they decided to move back to KL or Singapore. So I guess maybe things are not so green at the other end

I will see if my other friend feels in Sydney when she goes......... then only I will make my decision.

I rest my case.........

DIET FAIL Part XYZ

I really don't know how many attempts I made to go on a DIET and it failed. My stupid stomach and brains failed me today, wait more like willpower failed me. I had nasi lemak..... yes NASI LEMAK which i had not touched for a few months this morning. I got so guilty half way eating eat and decided to stop. Diet failed part 2 today when I had 2 KFC chicken breast because Pauline told me its only 700 calories without the skin.... bravo to that.
Now lets see how am I going to screw my dinner up.....hmmmmmmm

So I guesss its the DIET starts tommorow story for me now.

Neeed a Break sooon

I NEED A HOLIDAY>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Dammmm I reallly need a holiday but I don't really know where to go. I wanna go back to Melbourne and sip coffee by little Bourke St while watching time goes by or maybe go back to Perhentian and soak up some sun or perhaps I should just take some time off and just laze around at home. I have not taken a day off ever since Jan as I am saving it up for my second half of the year's non stop holiday. So I guess I have to reallly suck it up till June comes and off I go to Singapore to meet my Honey for a Singapore shopping trip.
So tilll then... tooodles.

Reasons to life in the land of kangaroos or NOT

Reasons why I should go 1) I love the life there. 2) People there are less fake and make more sense (at least the people I know) 3) Love the working enviroment 4) Love shopping there ( that is if I land myself an awesome job) 5) I can dance all week 6) Me just love it there...... ( I know stupid) Reasons why I shouldnt go.... 1) Bad for my kids.....( not education in terms of brought up) 2) U donate half ur income to the goverment to keep you happy (in long term) 3) Leaving my family behind 4) You are second class citizens and people will look down on you 5) Too many Natural Disasters 6) You will need 2 generations to pay off your house 7) Childcare cost a fortune 8) Shopping centers closes at 6 except for fridays 9) so that I dont have to spend RM20k on applying for the visa Dammmm more cons than pros.... so I guess the saying that the grass is always greener on the other side is reallly true. Its alll an illusion. I spoken to my friend last night from koala land and she told me that its not that nice to live in Koala land as the cost of living has gone up tremendously. Meaning unless you have a awsome pawsome job and both husband and wife are working you will live a pretty poor miserable life. She told me to rather live in Europe or Singapore or Malaysia which now I come to think about it is true. Dammmm man I reallly need help........how what to do. To dive into the green grass that I imagine or do look for a green patch in where I am.....