My Penang Bridge marathon Run + makan makan

This is sooo sooo tiring, my trip up to Penang for a marathon wait let me correct that a quarter marathon because its just a 10 km fun run. Hahaha the way they put it 10 kms. Any way I went with my sis, rpmgal, swan gal and runner gal. So we caught the bus to penang on friday night but runner gal did not come along with us on friday cause she had something to do. Therefore she caught the next bus in the morning. Any way we reached penang at 4.30 am and we were hoteless. Luckly there was chilipadi that voluntereed to pick us and took us to the original kayu behind vistana hotel. Hence we were there eating 2 breakfast till 7 am then off to FF in IP and rpm gal and swan decided to sleep in the ff bathroom. So funny , chillipadi and sis did bit of workout. Then chillipadi got bored so she decided to go to the beach, therefore off we went to the beach. Here are some pictures......

The four of us , swan took it. Look at rpmgal rrr until soo thin....

Me and chillipadi. She is sooo cute...........dun u love her.

Look at the amount of foof we ate.... shitzzzz man

This looks like we ate a whole village full of food and yet it cost us less than RM 60.

Cheap ya.

So next day me rpmgal and swan went for the run. Guess what that runner gal came back in 3 and half hours and the best part is she ran 42kms. Yes thats y she is runner gal and crazy women tooo. Don't really know how she did it, anyhows we got lunch from her so alls good.

I guess thats all about my running and eating trip. Till the next running and eating trip comes I will have to be on a diet now. Sigh sigh..................

Gals fight or Cats fights

A while ago I kinda had a fight (verbal fight la) with this gal friend of mine. I mean she is kinda unappreciative so okay I over reacted and so does the bf unappreciative. Anyway hope they will be able to live with that stupid ego forever. He did not even say thank you. What a jerk. As for her no friends ma no friends lor. I am like ok. Thought she will cool off. No no she did not she really thinks friends come soo easily and friends do not fight. Oh well maybe she really thinks soo that is why at one time she can tell me I don't have many friends. I mean come on man don't be soo cool u r pretty. Some one will like u one day and poof out of no where I did a good thing and what I got a a good person full of rubbish. Anyway enuf of bragging. Lets just say its be being dumb and stupid. Never trust a friend that has no friends. If that make sense.
Anyway I will let cool soon.

I am back

Sorry for the long hiatus from this blog. I guess I really have not been blogging for a really long time. Kinda miss blogging at times but oh well okok let me see what I have done soo far since november last year. I am still loving that red dog. I am thinking i I should get back with the train and just be a happy women. I am in the midst of doing really nothing much. I am going round and round in circles in bs. I am doing nothing much in life. Have been shopping heaps. Ermm took up pt but not much weight lost.... sigh sigh. Ermmm started running marathons since March and am looking forward to my first half marathon in Dec....fingers crossed i finished the marathon. Am looking forward to frens getting married.. means less frens to go shopping also means more money saved=getting my dream car earlier. As for guys not many in the process at the moment as I really think they kinda suck at times. Ok that was quick all in less than 20 lines. Will have more proper updates and proper pics later.

On the other note I have been to perhentian on May had heaps of fun. hehe photos here ya....

all of us trying to do something funny.

me and adeline in perhentian. ain't

she pretty.

I hope I am Lucky

I hope I can really have this oppurtunity to go outstation and learn something. I know why soo eager. I am 23 turning 24 in a year's time, I dont have a lot of youth to run about and wat is important is that i have not really done anything that makes my parents proud. So I guess I better be lucky this time. Anyway fingers crossed.

I am really confused.........

Okay for what I know I like this guy, but he says he doesnt really like me. The thing is I am not asking him to be my bf, I just want him to be a close guy friend. Is there anything wrong with that. I feel really bitter about my situation now. Not that I am in tears or anything but I feel why is he doing that to me, Like u should really hurt me and let me be alone. But then again I think it feels better being like what it is now. I really feel happy seeing him. Not that i will be goo goo gaa gaa about him its just that I am glad to see him. Anyway I have to try hard to forget about him. Like really forget about him. Like to really dont wanna be with him. Its sooo hard......arghhhhhh this is starting to really frustrate me now. I am really confused on what I should do. Should I start getting close to him or should I just stray away from him. So confusing and decisions must be made before this thing worsen. When it worsen I will really feel hurt man. But I dont wanna wait for him. He is not worth waiting for, is he? this is always a question that I question myself every minute. Plz don't let come in today. I really dont wanna see him. I really dont know hoe to face him. aiyssssssssssss this is going to be though.

What is love..

Recently I have somehow create a fond liking for someone that I have met only twice. I know love is blind bla bla bla....... The thing is I dont love him, but I really do like him as a friend, maybe as a very good friend. I don't know if I should wait for him. He tells me so many stuff like there is this gal that has been waiting for him and bla bla.. but the thing is I don't really want to be together with you. I don't even know you. I can't even remember how you look like for goodness sake . How am I suppose to be with you. Yet you go like just be friends, I know you wanna give yourself space so that if one day you really do like me its not going to be a problem for you to go after me. Maybe I will wait maybe I will not. Once you missed the boat I guess other good ships might float along, but anyway you can see it as maybe there will be other great ships coming your way. In anyhow I am just a small boat. Ok enough rambling. I got enough of you. stop it already. I dont hate you. As a matter of a fact I need to thank you for being sooo nice to me. Thanks a lot. For the other person waiting down the road to actually pick me up, forget about it, coz you are not my type of car. Yes I mean move on. I will move on also to get some other different cars. Oh well thats all for now. Will update when I am free.

Missing someone can be sweet.

I have never been in this situation. You have been soo far away from me. It was really hard to accept that this. I have been thinking of it over and over again..... thining of giving tup and thinking of letting go. I don't know why, but deep down something is saying just let it continue
it might be good. I don;t know what to do. When he left I felt it, it was really hard to let go but I did. Now everytime I think about things we did together I just crack up and laugh. Everything I do with you I will always remember and I really know you really love and miss me toooo. Things can be hard to do without you. I miss every moment that you are here. I am only waiting for you to come back. So study hard now so you can come back...................... miss u heaps..................muaks...