Flaws among ourselves

why does girls that doe not have any flaws in their apperance gets alll th guys while girls like me will have to charm guys in another way. And when those guy ae up for them they will not even try the relationship though they have been single for quite sometime. Then time after time they will they people that they are not pretty, not attractive, and all those ugly descriptive words about themselves. So why does people do that why why? I just hate people going I am not interested in him or I am not as cheap as him and stuff like these when a guy is interested in her. Why do girls act that way. Things have to be tested out before a verdict can be placed on it. Same goes with guys.......................................................

Yet another day

Y is it that everything I try to do something good it always ends up in a disaster. Yesterday I went to Knox for a movie and some Turkish food with l, d and yy. It was good but it was crazy. Somehow D tries to do something crazy while in the movies. He tried the caressing and touching thing which somehow totally eww me off. Anyways the whole thing ended up pretty funny when l tries do funny stuff and it kinda amusses me ,D and yy. So we talked after we drop L off. One thing I don't really understand is how to deal with a player when you are not a player. How do one act and think like a player? Do we have to be hurt deeply or do we have to be a slut? I wonder....... If we are not players we will not be able to see a players true face........
I am confused now really really confused.............

blind dates.........

meeting this guy from Adelaide with YY and also L. Hopefully this will turn out alright.
He is a stuck up guy without a gf and also he is a v***** and he is 31......... this is bad i mean really really bad. This is sad tooo soo hopefully he will turn out alright. crosss fingers....

blind date

Scary movies

No matter how much i love watching scary movies somehow i feel terrify by them. Just finished watching The Ring 2........ it was kinda alrite considering that I only paid $5.70 for the tix. I think the first one is more surreal and they kept on repeating their scares which makes it not that scary if u have watch the first one. Ok i think thats it for the ring 2, i don't wanna spoiled it for others.

ahhhhhh goood friday

Good friday....holiday
thats what i need after alll the work and studies. Now all I need is to do some catchup for uni work. wait but tommorow its Ts birthday adn plus i have to meet oa tommorow and also on sunday I will meet D. Arghhhh I need more time now. I got monday free ................
Oh welll guess I need to plan my time nicely.