Life at an intersection

What do you dont know what to do with your life. I am at an intersection right now where if I do go forth with my PR application I will leave for aussie land in months and might not be able to have a life like I do now. But if I dont I will be stuck with my parents here for life. Ok I will let the law make my decision. If I do qualify for the point system in July I will do it and give it a go and since KJ is willing to go with me. If not I will stay and do my dad's business. Going there is not going to be easy for me as I need to start everything a new. Need a good paying job and all is not going to be an easy job. Will see how things go. As for me and KJ the only things we need is to talk to my parents which is going to be a bitch I know. So just pray that things will just work out for me.....:)