Losing it

I think recently I have been tooo emotional and always losing it on little little things. I sometimes think I think tooo much. I think about getting married before I turn 30 but what if it doesnt happen......What should i do, to be honest I reallly don't know. What I know right now is to be happy in whatever I do. I will be off to east coast again next week. Realllly starting to feel old already coz i get tired easily and lethargic easily. realllly age is catching up on me sigh........

Me in June

I am sooo sorrry I havent updated this blog for a long long time..
So here goes. What happen to me in June.

I recently got a raise from my current work place and it was a good raise despite us facing a bad economy. I was happy but also was pretty upset with my CEO because he is reallly being hard on my department, but its all work right.

Kajen and I are getting along better and better I would say. He understands me and loves me a lot. I am really happy to have him and really hope things will work out. I celebrated his birthday by surprising him in the office with cupcakes. I really could not describe the look on his face when i surprised him. :)

Ok back to work will blog later.......

Melbourne

Recently darling and I have decided that for a better future we should move to Australia and since I have been studying in Melbourne we decided to move to Melbourne. Besides there are much more oppurtunities for darling to persue his graphics career there. So will just wait till I get my pr which i hope will be soon and we will plan on where to reside and what to do. Luckly one of my friend has a company there and is willing to ask me to work for him. So hopefully by that time the offer will still be valid and things will be much easier for us. Darling promised me that we can have doggies when we are there.. woooo hooooo.

I really can't wait its like a fairy tale to me now.

I love you darling.....muaks

MDG Finals

Tonite is the night...I am going for the mdg finals in curve. Darling manage to get me the VIP pass so we are going to be there tonite. He he he. I will post some pictures up after tonite. Who do you think will win the MDG season 2.... Will it be Dawn the ever so cheeky and chearful one, or Pinky the so call Ah lian one, or Juanita the garang one. Personally I really wished Dawn will win this as she has the bubbly personality, the looks and the figure. Arghhhhhhh can't wait tilll 7pm .. so whoever is going to be there see you there.

Signing offf.....

The guy that is mad

Recently i text my ex wanting to talk to him and he called and shouted at me saying he loves his gf a lot a lot and I made her cry and all that shit. I was like WTF is happening I only wanted to ask a question and why are u telling me all this. Is the gf feeling effking insecure ???/ or he still likes me which I dont think soo coz we agreed last year its over but what the effking is wrong with me and appologize to me the next day saying the reason he shouted was cause his gf saw my message and cried. WTF is wrong with the girl.......she is seriously mentally illl man. Excuse me girl you are blardy in MELB and I am in KL 7 and 1/2 hours away by flight that cost RM1500 by air asia. So what are u sooo scared of. Sheesh what on the earth is she thinking and him it must run in their family i guess............Should I be crazy toooo hmmmm what do you think??????

Now Stuck in the airport

Argh its exactly 1.48pm now and I am in the airport waiting for my flight back to KL. Hopefully this time the flight will be on time. Arghhhhh this is like the 4rd time in a month I came to Bintulu and to tell u guys the truth its not fun. But this time round I had the best fried noodles though. Hmmmmmm Hmmmmm reallly nice
the texture and allll unbelievable. Its some hand made noodles said to be without kan sui. Yum yum man reallly yummy. I could finish the plate so wasted. Wish I could pack it back for darling. He would go crazy over it. But never mind he will be happy to see me back in his arms....hehehehe. Its already 1.53pm and i am still waiting for boarding. But the plane from KL is not here yet so I think the flight is going to be delayed again.......sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I will blog more when I am in KL.........coz no mood and tired

In Bintulu

I m dead bored here waiting for time to just fly off so I can go back to KL and see my darling. Will blog more about this place when I get back and upload some picies.