Back from a whole lot of travelling....

I have been away since last friday... I went to Pangkor for our team building activity from our company. It was a whole lot of fun.... I had my first try on paintball. It was great and I loved it soooo sooooo much. Then after that I came back and went for a Batman movie with D, KJ, S, and B. Then on sunday we had a bbq at D's place. It was great though the crowd is small. I really enjoyed it. On monday it was really really hectic as I have to attend a meeting in HQ at 10 am and then drive up to Kerteh... for those who doesn't know where Kerteh is... its actually in between Kuala Terengganu and Kemaman. I had to go into site the whole day on tuesday hence I got myself sun burned...just a little only not going to complain much. The thing I am going to compain is my thumb, its all swollen and i cannot bend or straighten it and it hurts. I think I hurt it while helping the guy cut the cable ties as the cutter I was using was not sharp enough. Therefore I am in pain........

WALL E

WALL•E
Since I cannot watch the trailer You DOn't Mess With Zohan I really wanna watch Wall E. Plus I really wanted to watched this movie for a very very very very long time. Ok not that long just since the preview is out. Its cute........when wall e wanna hold hands.... How nice if falling in olove and being by each other is like 123......For more info on Wall•E, click here;

Synopsis: In the distant future, a small waste collecting robot inadvertently embarks on a space journey that will ultimately decide the fate of mankind.

The X factor

What do u do when the X becomes active in your life. You were sooo happpy and sweet and all...... you were all over each other and then suddenly the X came........ He start to think, starts to pity her. So then u think about it whether u are better than the other gal. Then u have bitch fights in ur brain....... all the drama goes on and on. The fact that u get jealous is because when he works with his ex and sees his ex everyday. He takes her to and from work and spend most of his time in the office with him. For a fact u know that he might not have feeling for her or he might treat her as a sister since she is all alone. Then when u are thinking in a bitchy way u see that she is having him. Then he will tell u the whole story about him not having feelings for her and bla bla bla...but when she said she still likes him the whole story changed. The new gal has to suffer and bare the consequences as she choose to be in the relationship at the wrong time. Some how she just started to get to know him better and having fun and sharing the same interest and then the X has to drop the bomb and says she likes him all the while. But why now why not then.........


We were just getting to know each other better and learn to understand each others needs......

What should I do when he stops to think of her.....

Should I leave or should I stay.......
My heart tells me to stay as it is worth it because when u really enjoy and love that someone u will want to be able to cherish every second and minute you have with him. No matter if it will only last just a day....... thats heart talk.

As for reality wise he should just choose and learn to face the music and for me I should think twice of this man rite.... since he stop and hessitate between the new gal and the X.

I realize one thing in life is where you have missed the oppurtunity to love and to have someone, you might not have a chance to be with that someone again. I guess its the same for everything in life. You cannot regret or cry or try to grab the chance back. Coz when the time is over it is over. If you have had a second chance make sure the mistake is not being repeated again and make sure it is being cherish. Chances and Oppurtunity does not have take two in lifes.

To everyone that is reading this please understand that when the oppurtunity is set and given to you right in front of your face and you just let it go. Then you will have to wait for another chance.

Bored......

Was really bored coz i was stuck in the car coz it was jammed last week so this is what I did

Yes !!!!! another camwhoring session. I am getting sooo sooo goood at this man.....

Anyhow.... I really don't know what to update....

Another month......

I recently met D and things just went its path. The only biggest problem is when I jump into this relationship there is no turning back anymore. That's what I am afraid. How do you know if you have mnade the right choice. How you know he will still continue loving you after all this. Just being with him makes me happy. I love the time he spent with me and all the things he said and taught me. I really know I am in love with him but how do I get into this relationship knowing that you will lose ur identity....... Help....