My Dog

Here are some pics of my dog his name is Benson but we call him Ben. Anyhow here are some pics of him.

Mom was teaching him to do some tricks. I have no idea what. Mom is always teaching him something from sitting to fetching newspaper to now the latest one i think it was sleep. Hahahahahahaha.

You see he really sleeps hahahahahaha.

I know he is huge but he is also cute and ermmmm he is scared of mice. Really funny.

He was much cuter and smaller when he was a baby now at a year and a bit more he is offically a monster in the outside and a baby in the inside. I love him. Muaks.

Hope my parents will allow me to have a smaller dog in future.

Thats all for now.

What do you do when you are drunk??

i was soo sooo sooo pissed last night that I did not know who really and what I talked about. That was really bad. You see when you don' get use to drinking anymore like last time you get drunk really easily 1 bottle of red wine thats all it takes. You see when a girl is drunk either they tend to do funny funny stuff or they vomit or they start talking and yakking non stop. Just make sure you get them just drunk not sober not overly drunk. Ha ha ha . WHAT THE **** am I talking about you see the after effect. Ok anyway was soo lucky I was home and drunk hahahaha. Couldn't really sleep till 1 sumething am and woke up at 4 am. The best part is I dun even feel tired now. Maybe I will later. As for yesterday I made lunch and dinner for the family. As for today I will attempt to make vietnamease spring roll and spaghetti marinara for lunch and hopefully my barbeque wings will work out ok for dinner. Will try to take pictures before digging in later. Wish me luck and will also blog about the success of it. Thats all folks and oh ya I will also be uploading my dog pics up later so you can see how cute he is. Mind you he is a bit big but trust me only in size.

What do you do when u feel like crying.

What do you do when life is not what you think it will be. You go out with some nice frens and eat... this

and then you feel like this

For her she feels pretty for me I feel happy again and for him I dunno never even asked him.

when you feel like this you will start eating all these

So at the end of the day after all these eating and bitching you feel all goood and so wanna sleep. Thats what I did the whole last night. slept from 9 pm till this morning 7 am. Today I feel soo fresh and also I feel like this is going to be a good weekend for me. Yeee haaaa...

Blurred by I don't know what.

What do you do when you suddenly hit a crossroad and you don't know what is your next step? What do you do when suddenly you don't have the directions in life anymore. Do you turn away, move on or just let life pass by you slowly one minute at a time. You see when you in my position somehow you will become clueless. I can blurry see many doors opening up for me but yet somehow I cannot seem to decide which door to open. I guess some people says that I am confused.


You see the thing is when you don;t have the correct leader to lead it will also be a problem. What should I do???

Continue here or move on that is the question.

Oh welll I guess i have to just think of a way out I am 24 and old enough to make my own decision in life and I am not going to let anyone ruining it even if it has to take my life away. I will fight for my rights and also for what I deserve till the end.

Please tell me what I should do.


Oh ya do any of you guys know how do you cure shopaholics?????
I need the cure asap before I dry out my bank account.

A nite in Country Heights

Last weekend I had a really great time in Kajang country heights. Shirwin was soo nice to invited us for the night. Anyway after all the food and alcohol we ended up like this

Look lesley is either really drunk or she is sober and Jane is starting to act really cute and all of us are just too blur to notice what happen. Look what else we did.......

You seee really I have nothing to say and we just went to bed later....

Anyway I was blur too.

Ok this will blog soon.

Life in the office

There there rayne..... rememeber you saying that I can live without the internet.... I have been doing that for 2 years. Now how do you feel now? I can see you feel uneasy, bored and at times down. See this is whats happening to the office nowadys. Not everyone has access to the internet, hence our staffs that does not have the luxury of accessing the internet has to line up and use the only station that has full access to the internet which looks like school children going to school where to have to line up and use the computers in the library. How sad you see. Anyway I can see that smokers in the company smokes more often now since there is nothing else to do except to work and smoke. People tend to feel demotivated and restless. See how technology gets into ur nerves. The bet part is it has only been 2 weeks..... 2 blardy weeks. Anyway aside that, I have been stressed out by patatoes in by the people in HQ. This particular guy he issued the PO and he tells me that he doesn't have it. Great so you do the owrk and you don't have the work. What a great thing to do. I was like up till my head and he has to give me this stupid question. Sighhhhhhhhhh. Anyway enough of rambling bout my work. Aside from that relationship kinda sucks to me right now. Anyway adios rite now.

Should I stay or should I alight and try my luck elsewhere.

It has come to a point of life that you have to make decisions and when the decisions are made I would have to stick to it. You see I get influence by people and things around me really easily. and there come a time in life where I think its now I would have to think and evaluate decisions that have been made by myself. Life may not always be well what we always expect it to bejust that sometimes I guess I have to take the bitter part of life. I have always thought of going a step further in life but everytime I get stuck I tend to give up. I do fall easily but I can stand up fast enough. Sigh...... Life's really challenging for me at the moment....... I guess I have to rest my case now and continue to live my life. Will post something better later.