Time flies

I havent been blogging for nearly a month now. Just finish an assigment and now there is another project that is bound to due somewhere in May. Plus another major assigment worth 20% on stupid C++ programming that is going to be dues at the end of may too and I have not even started or even looked at the question paper. I am so so dead.
Then there will be a lab report due next week and another assigment on Advance Control systems due in like 2 weeks. Then exams on the 7th june. OMG what is my fourth year life become ????
Yes stress and more stresss
Stress means no good for pimples and hormones.
stress means no sleep
stress means more eating
Bad for health and bad for me.
Nest thing to be stress to apply or not to apply for pr that is the question.........

boring or bored I am???

Now I am working half days and studying half days on the weekdays
while on weeekends i spend my time at uni on saturdays to do some research work.
So this routine has been going on adn on since the beginning of the semester.
So day in day out eat, work, study ,gym, online, watch tv....... am I bored of my daily life routine or is it just me that is a pure boring person. I have always imagine life as exciting and unprdictable. But now I don't see life as exciting bu here and there will be some unpredictable moments in life. Threfore what does life means......
I am always waiting for that exciting moment to happen to me
Hopefully one day

A crap week

Last week has yet to be one of my worst week of all. Got all tired from working and then have to deal with assigment which left me no time for T and then argue with T for the rest of the week. HAd to see the dentist and ouch does my pocket hurts ( dentist in aussie charges u heaps). Then had not enough sleep and had the worst week of work , where I was alll stressed up and kinda had a panic attack. Then the D is tying do treat me and Y decent and hopefully he gets something in return. Damm stupid I think D is.... anyway I shall pray that this week will be better since sunday and monday is gone and now tuesday is already half way there. I am praying hard that this week will be good to me...

Flaws among ourselves

why does girls that doe not have any flaws in their apperance gets alll th guys while girls like me will have to charm guys in another way. And when those guy ae up for them they will not even try the relationship though they have been single for quite sometime. Then time after time they will they people that they are not pretty, not attractive, and all those ugly descriptive words about themselves. So why does people do that why why? I just hate people going I am not interested in him or I am not as cheap as him and stuff like these when a guy is interested in her. Why do girls act that way. Things have to be tested out before a verdict can be placed on it. Same goes with guys.......................................................

Yet another day

Y is it that everything I try to do something good it always ends up in a disaster. Yesterday I went to Knox for a movie and some Turkish food with l, d and yy. It was good but it was crazy. Somehow D tries to do something crazy while in the movies. He tried the caressing and touching thing which somehow totally eww me off. Anyways the whole thing ended up pretty funny when l tries do funny stuff and it kinda amusses me ,D and yy. So we talked after we drop L off. One thing I don't really understand is how to deal with a player when you are not a player. How do one act and think like a player? Do we have to be hurt deeply or do we have to be a slut? I wonder....... If we are not players we will not be able to see a players true face........
I am confused now really really confused.............

blind dates.........

meeting this guy from Adelaide with YY and also L. Hopefully this will turn out alright.
He is a stuck up guy without a gf and also he is a v***** and he is 31......... this is bad i mean really really bad. This is sad tooo soo hopefully he will turn out alright. crosss fingers....

blind date