When you think everything is fine...........

I really dont understand why some people can be so difficult or rather not understanding. Maybe I am one of them too... Oh well I guess at times like this I am just glad that KJ sticks through thick and thin with me and will always be with me. I love U KJ..... I really hope things will work its way out for me. I know it will. On the other note I will be participating in the earth hour treadzoo event which is happening this weekend at cap square. So everyone please support me and my friends and come down to cap square and see what we have for you. We will be selling used clothings, bags and etc. So everyone come down and support us...

Melaka

Off we went to Melaka yesterday for food.........We left KL at 10 after my darling arrived and had breaky at my place. Then we went to pick up E and off we went to Melaka. The weather was good as it was cloudy so by the time we reached Melaka it was 11.30am and we got our cars parked and then off we went to stop no 1.......

Yes its the chicken rice ball after the bridge..... then after half a chicken for 4 person and drinks we headed for ice kacang at jonkers street....... but we fail to take pictures of the food as we were too busy eating. Then I wanted to go for the cendol but darling did not want it so we missed out on the cendol but we had ice kacang, mixed fishball, laksa ordered by sis and guava plum juice. then with a full stomach and with the rain starting to pour we went to Dataran Pahlawan mall for shelter and to walk around. We decided to go for a movie while allowing our stomach to settle down the food we ate. Darling and I decided to watch Marley and me and sis and esther decided to sing karaoke. After our movies we went shopping while waiting for sis and esther to finish their karaoke session. Shopping it was for me as I bought nike stuff that were on discount, my kereatase shampoo and shoes. After all that we were hungry so off we went to have bbq pork rice located right opposite capitol satay celup. After that we drove around Melaka looking for my cendol and there wasnt any to be found so we settled for Melaka's famous O chien introduced by sis's friend. After all that food we headed back to KL and reached home at 11 pm. I really pity my darling coz he drove all the way and he is feeling really tired and exhausted today sighhh..... guess I will ahve to sayang sayang him today. I love you darling......muaks

B**CH

Yes I mean it. Why does this particular gal keeps talking to people around her about me. Just because I dated her friend. Its not like she doesnt have a bf she has. Then why is she jealous, I can only think of one reason thats cause she wants the guy. If it is not then why be jealous???? really dont understand and the best part is it has already been 6 months since we talked to each other and yet she acts like a total B**CH. Who she thinks she is a princess, why does she have to bad mouth about me. Is she jealous cause she has been jealous about the things I do and have before but why? JUst weird so if the B**CH reads this stop bad mouthing about me or anyone. No wonder she don't dare to even look me in the eye....I know it must be the guilt that she have in her heart. Really if you have nothing else to do please go get married and have children then you will be busy. Just dont understand you are older than me but yet loves to talk bad about me to others. I really hope that B**CH reads this and if u are not a pussy come confront me and tell me straight in my face. But knowing her big mouth she will go tell her friends that are friends with me too about me and bla bla bla bla.

Anyway I really have never met this kind of people before in my life ......

Things That i do to make life complicated

Sometimes I really think I complicate things a lot but sometimes I meant good. I think KJ is right. I think way to much for my brain to digest. The thing is if I dont think....arghhh ok lets not get to why I think to much. Friends are meant to be there for you when you need them not when they need you only. I feel that people are more protected when they are with families but when they are in a foreign country they tend to trust and count on friends more, but I guess cause they dont have anyone else. I always have problem with friends back here. I really dont understand why. Maybe I am tooo naive and dumb and people here in KL too smart for me. I reallly complicate things for me I think I reallly over do a lot of things and this really sometimes spoils everything. Oh well whatever it is I still have KJ here to love and protect me no matter what. I really am hurt when T betrayed my trust and told me that he will be back for me but he never did. I for that really hates him. I think a guy should never lie to their other half. Maybe T thinks I am not good enough for him but it doesnt matter anymore coz KJ will always appreciate me and love me. I believe he will try his best to make it there for us. I know my parents will be against it but KJ you will prove them wrong I know. I know u will love and care for me and make me the happiest woman on earth.

Saree

I cannot wait tilll tonite I am going to get my cloth for my saree. Then to the tailor it shall be......wooo hoooo will show u how it looks like..

Till then I hope time will just fly by.

Last night.......

Things with me and him have been going really well till recently when reality hits us no wait just me that I wanna have a family before I turn 30 but really if it is gonna happen between me and him or its just a fairy tale. In any case I really dont wanna think about it anymore......just being with him and around him makes me happy. I love his company his laughter the way he shows his love for me. Its just really sweet. With him I don't have to give a lot to receive all this. Last nite I have made up my mind to just try our best to make things workout for us no matter what. Like they say IF ITS MEANT TO BE ITS MEANT TO BE .........

LOVE IS BLIND until reality hits.....but there is always a solution to everything rite


I guess all I can do is just hope and I guess hope and faith is the thing that makes tommorow better.

Till then.....I will just believe.

Not Getting Young Anymore

As the title says I am old already. Most people my age would have been getting married or married but me still having fun dilly dallying about what's going to happen to my life. Maybe I am not ready for marriage but oh well not everyone is at my age. I think I really need to buck up and work harder and earn my first million at the age of 30. Ha ha ha ha like that's gonna happen but you know what they say its good to have dreams. But this dream is a ridiculous dream how can you dream of dreams that will not come true. So now I have to work hard and chase that dream hahahahahahahaha.....
Till then guy may all your dreams come true