KLue Urbanscapes

Firstly I wanna thank you Jane for giving me the tix which she got from Venus. I was there late as I had to bring my car to service therefore was finding it really difficult to get a parking. I had to park on top of a hill, luckly I took the X trail. Hehehehehehehehe. Was actually there around 5 to see OAG perform but unfortunately they could not make it in time and the organizers had to cancel them :(...... Jane was a bit sad coz she ca't see her fluffy. Anyway since there weren't perfoming we went to the stalls that sells clothings food and accessories. I manage to buy a dress and am really interested in a few more dresses and tops offered by other stalls. Unfortunately I can't really spend that much as I am literally kinda broke and had to save up for my bangkok trip. But its ok as I now know where I can get cute stufff when I am not that broke. Oooo about the Bangkok trip I will be going with Jane and we will be buying back stuff so we can sell them if anyone is interested we still have stuff from Bangkok that me and Jane bought last month and also stuff that I got from Melb. So if anyone's interested feel free to drop me a message and you guys are more than welcome to view the items. I will post the pics from Urban scapes after getting them from Jane. Then after the event we went to makan with K, R, P and B at Bangsar's all famous banana leaf rice and after that we went for deserts at delicious... yummmmmmm
The berrylicious Choccolate Pavlova is still sooo sooo nice. Hmmmmm I guess thats all for now.

Updates for May and June

Since the last time I have blogged many things has been happening to my life. I had a confusing may as he came back and we kinda hooked up to see if there are anymore sparks in between us. Unfortunately there isn't . Oh well I guess i actually gaved it a go and it turns out that we are both living in a lie. Anyway we never know what will happen in future right.
Now besides the relationship thing recently I met Mr T and I really think he is a funny and interesting guy. Hmmmmm interesting is not the word to put it. Maybe I would say he is a fun guy. Too bad he is always not free to spend time with any of his friends. Anyway I guess as they say there is no perfect person in this world. Anyway we will see what happens, I will just let it be for now. Besides that I guess nothing much has happen to my life besides the normal shopping and facebooking. I will try to blog more often.

Li lin's wedding

This post was suppose to be posted long long long time ago but you I am only free today. So here are some pics first...

Her wedding was held in Nikko hotel on the 22nd March..... (see now u know why i said long long long time )

The flowers were all champagne and pink roses... so romantic.

Thats me with the bride ..... before the whole things. Look how happy she is. Wishing u all the best in future in Sydney.

Me with the bride and bridegroom right after the wedding. I will miss all the time we spend together. Muaks.

Shopping adventures.

Omg so many post in a afternoon. This post is about how crazy is my shopping habits. Just last week KL have a few warehouse sale. SO me as a crazy shopper will definately be there. So I was at the Zara, Ted Baker and Massimo Dutti sale on the 1st of May and I went crzy where I spend around RM400 and then at the FJ benjamin sale another amount..... sigh. What a big spender I am this month. But oh well shall not buy anymore this month and next month and next next month. Shall vow to be a good gal and go to gym hahahahahahahahahahahaha.

But hey you know what when I was in the warehouse sale every gal was buying as crzy as me some evern crazier till the extend I think Rm2000 I think. See I am not that bad afterall.
Like that makes me feel better. hehehehehehe.

Life in the other end.

Recently I have blog about staying in the office and how bored it was. Now since March I have actually transfered to the sales department and since then I have been travelling non stop. Just in April I was in Kerteh (somewhere in the East coast) for at least 10 days. that is 1/2 a month of the normal working days u have. It was actually fun to see the other part of the world. To see what it meant to be a sales person actually. Anyway I will see how long I would last in this job and hope that I will still cont to enjoy it even after 10 years. Finger crosss.

The future....

This post is dedicated to T. I know and understand that there is a future for us. Someone once told me that whatever has been done cannot be regreted. In this world there is no such thing as turning back as we cannot look back and regret but only can think of the future. I know you will try your very best to provide me and I know I will be the happiest women on earth. Its just that at this very moment you are away from me for 2 years and i really dont know how long I have to wait for u to come back and be beside me. I really don't know why I still say yes to waiting for you. I know your family will treat me well and good. I will try my very best to wait and keep my promises to you.

The Ups and Downs of Life

Recently my emotions has been really unstable. I really feel like sometimes people don't really think before they speak. i mean come on you are blardy turning into the age of a mother soon. Why can't you even think before you speak. I know you were unhappy in the past but what's wrong with you. I am really going mental because of this. And to that whoever that will be reading this you know urself yes LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP DO SUCKS BIG TIME. Try to think when u were alone who actually tried to be there for you and now what happen to me a piece of trash trown a side. Its alright you will soon get your time and you will know how it feels to be like that. To T i know you really love me and want me but think about it its really though waiting and I really feel really tired at times. I am sooo lost at times and you cannot even be there for me. I know you have to have a life there but then what about me. Sighhhhhhhh.

I really need to know what to do sometimes. Yes I know he gives me diamonds, flowers, chocolates, candies and even a lovely card. Yes I do feel touch by all this but I still need you to be by my side. I know I am childish by offending you, but have you ever thought how she offended me. Made me feel like shit and make me think that I am worthless. After that night's argument things have change and I know it will never be the same again. I can feel it. However, damage has been done. Like what she said to me its still hurts sometimes. I really hope that we can really workout, but I am afraid she is not letting it. I am really afraid.

Now there are so many things we have to fix before we can really be together. I do hope we can really work things out. I really do love you a lot and I can never find anyone to replace you. I am just afraid that we cannot work things out. Really afraid. Please someone tell me how to deal with it. Should I just sit quietly and take all this harsh comment or should I just let it go.

I am really stress when people ask me this:

X: When is T coming back
Me: I really dont know
X : What do you mean you don't know... I thought u are his gf.
Me: oh welll what cna I say with these gov thing.
X: U sure he still loves you ar???
Me: Yeah he does he said and I know.
X: Aiyaaaaaa u never know guys la.
Me: I know T very well he will not do anything to betray me.
X: You sure ka
Me: Aiyoooooooo......feel like dying if questions continues.


Everytime people ask me this I will surely feel like crying. What to do. Have to wait lor.